What If You Realise You Have A Crush on Someone?

That's a question that has been bothering me...so, really, what do u do when you realise you have a crush on a friend?

I have actually asked a few guy friends their opinion on it...and most of them told me that it's cool to let him know. It depends alot on how you tell him. Hmmm....to start with, I am very worried about losing the friendship. I have this feeling that one would distant himself if he doesn't feel the same way, and that would be really bad....sigh...

Anyway, I have another question which I often wonder...it's often you have silly crushes n then, nothing happens n life goes on...n you guys are still friends...would it be a good idea to let your friend knows that you used to have a crush on him? just wondering...hahah...

Being In Front of Camera..:p

So, I just had my first makeover! hehe..I bought the package cos I thought it was a pretty good deal, only RM150 with RM130 products redeemable...and I think the catch for me was cos it's by a Japanese makeup artist...:)

Anyway, after the makeup n hairdo, I had a photoshoot! THAT for me is the hardest part since I am so used to standing behind the camera...Well, I have worked with models where they just have to pose, tilt their heads n smile....while the camera clicks away...I always thought, "how hard can that be?"..It IS hard..at least for me it is..haha...anyways, here are some of the pics..:)

(I have requested not to be touched up, so these are straight frm camera...)

THE missing rib...

Recently, one of my good friends got married...this friend gave me hope at one point in my life..hope in love..believing in myself when no one else does...I am truly happy for him that he has found the special someone to share his life with... :) The wedding was held in Langkawi, it was a beach wedding...lots of planning n organising...but it was all worth it..cos the wedding went well, despite the rain which started right at the end of the photo session...

I remember vividly when he told me he was getting married...it was over dinner...and he casually said.."I would be leaving the bachelor brigade for good.."..I went "oh...ok..".and so we had our order taken...then I turned to him and asked "so..u asked already??" He laughed and said, "of coslah...u think i go around telling everyone I am getting married before asking?" hahah....yups..I was pretty surprised actually..hahaha...and then I asked him, "so, how do u know when to make such a huge decision?"..he said, "when u already know she's THE one..why wait?" ...

So, how does the feeling of knowing the other person IS the person you are going to share your life with, feels like? .....:(