I thought I should record this date down..not today as I am typing now, but yesterday, the 11th November. I woke up in the morning like usual, and hopped on a bus to work..everything was ordinary..weather wasn't great either. However, I was feeling truly happy..the sort of happiness you feel when you are in love and that you don't really understand why you are smiling. I was sitting in the bus, looking out from the windows and listening to some music...smiling silly. I paused once in awhile in between those feelings just to question myself why am I feeling sooo...'contented'?
After awhile, I thought to myself...stop analysing..just BE....and I did. I shared what I felt yesterday with a few friends, and I concluded that, maybe it's just the current situation where I am now, I am happy with my job, happy with the time I have for myself, happy with the friends I made, not earning alot but enough to enjoy simple nice things in life..am not chasing anything...
Moments like this don't come everyday..I hope everyone would be able to experience this feeling at least once in their life...oh well..next, I wanna be in love...:p
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Monday, November 09, 2009
Innocence of a Child
It's autumn..everywhere is yellow, orange and red...very dreamlike...I love autumn. If only autumn days are as long as those in summer...it would be perfect!
So..I have been around little children for the last two months..from 14 months old to 7 years old...what I have learnt and truly enjoyed from them is their innocence..To see the face of a 3 year old lighted up, and then run to you and hug you close..is the most loving moment you can feel. At least it is for me...The happiness was so pure..
Exchanging conversations with them is very self reflective sometimes...the "why is this..why is that" period of a child is really interesting. At some point, I don't know how to answer them, just have to tell them, the truth that I don't know..
So, what have I been doing the last 2 mths...I have started my French course..it's boring..but I just have to endure n try to learn as much..I have also visited Oxford, Bournemouth and Leamington Spa. Oxford is interesting, Bournemouth is boring and disappointing whilst Leamington seems quiet and nice.
Hope to go somewhere end of year..can't believe I have less than 7 mths in London..got to make the best out of every minute!!!!!!!!
So..I have been around little children for the last two months..from 14 months old to 7 years old...what I have learnt and truly enjoyed from them is their innocence..To see the face of a 3 year old lighted up, and then run to you and hug you close..is the most loving moment you can feel. At least it is for me...The happiness was so pure..
Exchanging conversations with them is very self reflective sometimes...the "why is this..why is that" period of a child is really interesting. At some point, I don't know how to answer them, just have to tell them, the truth that I don't know..
So, what have I been doing the last 2 mths...I have started my French course..it's boring..but I just have to endure n try to learn as much..I have also visited Oxford, Bournemouth and Leamington Spa. Oxford is interesting, Bournemouth is boring and disappointing whilst Leamington seems quiet and nice.
Hope to go somewhere end of year..can't believe I have less than 7 mths in London..got to make the best out of every minute!!!!!!!!
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