About 7 years ago, around the beginning of the year as well, I had to make a BIG decision...I had to decide whether to pursue my studies overseas or to stay in KL and produce an animated feature with 3 friends (yeah..it was a crazy dream!). It was a very tough decision indeed but somehow I went with the latter...Probably because I truly believed in the crazy idea and also I was in love, and love blurs out alot of things for us...sighhh....
Anyway, I am here again at the decision junction...I have to decide if I wanna apply for the visa to go UK for 2 years...I have no regrets with the decision I made 7 years ago, but I do feel that I am missing out on university life in a way...so, this visa would somewhat help me gain the experience of living overseas. BUT I have a career here which I have worked really hard for, the passed few years and by leaving, I may risk losing it all...
It's either now or never...I have decided to leave it to fate after much thought....
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Till death do us apart...
Yesterday, when I was in the clinic, I saw an old couple waiting for their medication. It's just so sweet that the husband is accompanying his wife to see the doc...and both of them were on walking sticks already. How did they achieved it and kept the promise they made, "till death do us apart"?
Marriages seems to become something so fragile these days...I have heard of so many divorces, some one year into their marriage, some even shorter..what happened? It is really difficult, but I still wanna believe that true love exists and you can find the someone you can't live without...
I really hope to find the old man whom I love and have shared my life with, who will accompany me to see the doc when I am 60 years old...
Marriages seems to become something so fragile these days...I have heard of so many divorces, some one year into their marriage, some even shorter..what happened? It is really difficult, but I still wanna believe that true love exists and you can find the someone you can't live without...
I really hope to find the old man whom I love and have shared my life with, who will accompany me to see the doc when I am 60 years old...
2 Injections in 1 Day!!
So today 26th Feb is the day when I am supposed to get my second shot for Hep A + B shot...and I went..Since I was already in a clinic, I asked the doc about the lump on my lips..which has been there for more than a month already. He took a look at it and asked if I happened to accidentally bit it or knocked it..and I said no..Then, he said..oh, it's nothing much, I will give you some cream n you apply and see if it goes away. If it doesn't after two weeks, u come back...well, I was a little relief hearing that.
However, after paying it, my worry came back..cos firstly, the cream is only RM5..hmm...I know it's good that it's cheap..but when I asked the nurse if it's consumable, she said no..and I was wondering...it is going onto my lips and chances are I would likely to eat it somehow...hmmm....
So, as I was driving back, I decided to go to consult a specialist. Skin specialist makes good money!! judging by how many people who were waiting for their turn...I was lucky to get a slot in between the back to back appointments..
The doctor took a look at my lips and asked me a few questions...Then, she said, "It's a cyst!" and she went on explaining a little abt how a cyst could happened..and lastly, she said, "I will give u an injection on your lips and hopefully it goes away and doesn't come back. If it does, then we may have to go for a more complicated way to remove it which could mean surgery.." Arghhh....ok...another jab!! well, the jab was not painful, but it costs me another RM150!
Now I am just hoping the cyst can be healed...:( I have recently become more health conscious, trying to eat more fruits n vege and live healthier...and it is because for the passed half a year, I have heard so many stories of sudden deaths at a young age...:( and it's true, "Life is Short"...
However, after paying it, my worry came back..cos firstly, the cream is only RM5..hmm...I know it's good that it's cheap..but when I asked the nurse if it's consumable, she said no..and I was wondering...it is going onto my lips and chances are I would likely to eat it somehow...hmmm....
So, as I was driving back, I decided to go to consult a specialist. Skin specialist makes good money!! judging by how many people who were waiting for their turn...I was lucky to get a slot in between the back to back appointments..
The doctor took a look at my lips and asked me a few questions...Then, she said, "It's a cyst!" and she went on explaining a little abt how a cyst could happened..and lastly, she said, "I will give u an injection on your lips and hopefully it goes away and doesn't come back. If it does, then we may have to go for a more complicated way to remove it which could mean surgery.." Arghhh....ok...another jab!! well, the jab was not painful, but it costs me another RM150!
Now I am just hoping the cyst can be healed...:( I have recently become more health conscious, trying to eat more fruits n vege and live healthier...and it is because for the passed half a year, I have heard so many stories of sudden deaths at a young age...:( and it's true, "Life is Short"...
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